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Cerebus Archive Report #7

November 2005

Text taken from Yahoo!Group postings regarding Cerebus Policy / Archive matters and sent to Dave, whose responses are in bold.


11/02/05

Greetings Dave,

 

Here's part one of this past month & 1/2's worth of Policy Talk.  Part one is almost exclusively about your Last Will and Testament letter. Hope you had a safe an enlightening Ramadan. I will be writing soon, I promise. I've gotten into my "overly busy" ruts.

-Jeff Tundis

Here we go....



Greetings, Jeff…

Yes a very safe, enlightening and edifying Ramadan.  “T’ank youse for askeen’.”

I’m going to have to divide this up into sections and it will probably take me several weeks to answer all of the charges against me, but this is what happens when you actually introduce ideas into Marxist-feminist society.  “Here we go” indeed:

Jeff T:  I just received this from Dave via Gerhard. I ask that you all please take this thread seriously, even though  I'm well aware of my exclusion from described group (you'll see). The letter has also been uploaded to the files section so you can see any italics, etc. A new folder has been created called Policy (Documents pertaining to Cerebus Legacy Policy).

[Dave's letter: "Last Will and Testament and Powers of  Attorney for Property and Personal Care"]

Jason:  I can assure you that it IS what he wants and believes. He discussed this with me on the way back up to Niagara Falls, and we hit on a lot of points, and basically, he doesn't care if it takes some time for a consensus to emerge among whatever number of people are  discussing it - in a very real sense, he will, at that point, be entering the public domain. Actually - it is a very logical extension of many of the themes he has always emphasized.

Jeff T: Care to expand on that? Your ideas on how it all relates? I tend to agree with you, and you've had a LOT more access to Dave than anyone else.

Dave: That isn’t true.  Jason had about the same amount of “access to Dave” as anyone else has, which is the Yahoo newsgroup.  I answer the five questions a month for everyone who is interested in reading what I have to say on various subjects that the average Cerebus reader is curious about.  The same reason that I put together Collected Letters and why I prefer to correspond by mail rather than talk on the phone or get e-mail capability.  Because Jason was putting together the “Ye Bookes of Cerebus” exhibit, we corresponded on that for most of the last year.  But that was what we were corresponding about.  We had some conversations about various other subjects when he was up here and when he picked me up in Niagara Falls and when he dropped me back there but most of those sorts of conversations are incidental to whatever the professional connection is.  Ger and I, in the same way, talk about various personal things in passing but 99.9% of what we talk about is Aardvark-Vanaheim.  

Jeff  T: It would be helpful for someone who had time to really talk to Dave about it to help put this all in focus.

Dave:  See, this is the kind of thing that I disagree with.  The idea that “really talking” is some higher form of communication than what can be put down on paper (or, here on the Internet “on paper”).  The “power of attorney” conundrum was the next thing on the agenda: the next area where I had to deal with the way the world is set up and re-route it in my own case to keep what I saw as a fundamental perversion from asserting its dominion over my own life at the behest of the Marxist-feminist courts.  I had become aware of the problem in the course of finishing off the shareholder agreement when Wilf explained to me the facts of life about “power of attorney”—that society, unless specifically directed otherwise, would impose my father on my legacy or some other family member.  There were unpalatable alternatives of naming someone to step into my place.  Anyone I knew of who was capable of doing so is doing their own thing and already working a sixty-hour week (i.e. Peter Birkemoe at the Beguiling).  Being the decision-maker over Aardvark-Vanaheim is a full-time job touching on dozens of different areas simultaneously.  It’s an enormous maze which weaves through the perverse net of society as constituted.  As you can see from the policy discussions even the individual threads are difficult to explain, let alone to make them understood.  Society wants to be society—it doesn’t want to be Dave Sim.  So for Dave Sim to stay Dave Sim he has to take a number of intricate routes in dozens of different areas to keep society from consuming him.  As I say, this was the next step in the agenda and Jason had asked a very innocent question about what I was going to be working on next.  There are very few innocent questions with Dave Sim, unfortunately, and I figured I might as well tell him rather than just saying I had some finishing touches to put on the Archive or something equally evasive.  As it has here, it opens a can of worms, many cans of many worms, in fact, which I was fully aware of and had been for about a year.  It was going to be the most difficult part of the policy discussions and I knew that was the case when I introduced the policy discussions, but at that time doing the Archive was the next big thing.  If I hadn’t been a week or two away from putting the “power of attorney” conundrum down “on paper” I wouldn’t have mentioned it to Jason because I wouldn’t have wanted it to leak out and touch off a firestorm before I was ready to confront it head-on.  When the time came, I knew if would have the same effect that all of these things do: Dave Sim is crazy.  It is a subject the comic-book field will never tire of.  But the questions, in my view, needed to be addressed in order to head off an “endgame” to my life that I had no chance of winning in a country controlled by totalitarian Marxist-feminist courts.

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<< Some off topic discussion ensued, mostly about how you a attribute the "let's keep them alive when they're in a persistent vegetative state" attitude to atheist/marxist/feminists, when in this country it is the exact opposite - the Right Wing Religious Right are the ones responsible for that behaviour.>>

<<And of course, the expected "he's crazy" comments. Sorry.>>

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Jason T: The conversation went in a number of directions. The last will and testament is, as far as I can tell, just the first "kick at the cat" in trying to define his wishes in legal terms.

Dave: It’s basically trying to cover as many bases as possible.  The big danger for me having invested all the time and energy that I have in finishing Cerebus and then having the obligation to preserve it is to keep any “Dave Sim is crazy” person from taking over—which, given that that is a prevailing viewpoint everywhere that Dave Sim is known of is, to me, a clear and present danger.  Someone who thinks I’m crazy and has no idea what I’ve been doing for three decades takes over with the blessing of the feminist courts, ruins the whole project and then concludes “See, I told you Dave Sim was crazy” much to the relief of everyone besides myself. 

Jason T: I would say that, in some ways, the idea of 'pulling the plug' in accordance with Dave's wishes, may be the easy part. The hard part is in moderating his treatment, if he is unable to do so himself. He is very much against being pumped full of medications that might hinder his cognitive abilities or make him perpetually dazed and confused. Sounds like that is about his worst nightmare.

Dave: It’s not my worst nightmare, personally.  Being lobotomized chemically in this society would really only make me like most other people, passively staring at the television for umpty-ump hours a day.  If you want to define normal behaviour in North American society, that would be it.  But accepting that personally as the greatest likelihood is very different from accepting it professionally—that while I was tranked into oblivion someone would be turning Cerebus into something else than what I intended for it to be with everyone who had been interested in the project standing around and “abiding by the family’s wishes”.  “The family’s wishes” is the trump card in feminist society.  You don’t have to make sense, you just have to shed a few crocodile tears, mouth a few platitudes about how much you respect what Dave has done and then jump in there and start dismantling it.  Arguably they would really think they were doing the right thing, but then that’s what the delusional feminist state is all about, to me.  You not only destroy things you convince yourself that you’re building them up.  “We really thought it was time to reinvent Cerebus for a new generation and we think Dave would approve of what we’ve done” (now that Dave is safely tranked into oblivion).  “Deconstructionist” is a feminist term.  You can call me paranoid if you want, but I’m the only person who is willing to publicly say that I’m not a feminist who the feminists can’t force to resign or crawl before them (i.e. Lawrence Summers at Harvard).  I have to take that responsibility seriously, in my view, given that I don’t believe in coincidences.  I don’t think I “just happened” to be the guy picked for this job.   A bridge to sanity in a post-feminist world like any other bridge in that it can be built, but you have to get that first strand across the chasm and as far as I can see it that’s what my job is.  To get that first strand across the chasm between the insane world of feminism and a future world that can return to making sense.  With absolutely no assistance and complete resistance every step of the way and from all sides.  Fortunately my only interest is in what I perceive to be God’s intention with me.  “No assistance and complete resistance” has been my job description since issue 186 came out.  So be it.  God’s will be done.

Jason T:  So, having future Yahoos! that are medical professionals offering second, third, or fourth opinons on things, and then putting them up as a poll question for everyone to vote on - well, that is about as public as treatment could get. And is, I think, what Dave is driving at. If there are two choices, things are straightforward - yay or nay. It just gets more complicated from there.

Just as an aside - I just noted that this is under a non-policy heading. It would seem to me that it should be under a policy heading. A very far reaching policy, but one nonetheless. Then, maybe we can work on suggesting points of clarification from Dave for the next "kick at the cat."

I also am not sure that there is a contradiction between needing people who understand Dave's wishes, and those who have faith in God. I think Dave is well aware that there will be a lot of conflicting thoughts, opinions, or emotions, if/when this becomes a 'real time' discussion. I mean, as I said to him in conversation, the most immediate conflict is between realizing that Dave wants to be let go of, and that the people making that decision will probably not want to let go. Maybe that's just me.

Dave: Yes, that was part of our discussion but that’s further down the line stuff.  I tend to think of Cerebus as really pretty straightforward but I can’t bypass the fact that there are all of these questions continually asked about it.  As I said to Jason, I don’t see myself as having any value in the frames of reference of a feminist society and I’m happy to check out of this loony bin at any time.  However, I think I have to take it as a given that a lot of Cerebus readers are still going to have a lot of questions no matter how old and decrepit I get.  Having sacrificed my life to the book it only seems sensible to factor that in.  If I’m only lucid and aware for two hours a day I should spend those two hours a day answering questions as best I can even though I would probably think the way I do now.  I just want to check out.  Jason only half-jokingly said that he could picture himself saying, “Dave, for the last time—Sir Gerrik what was the story behind him?”  Well, there you go.  I don’t think of that as being of any great importance, but if that’s what the Cerebus readers think is important and they’ve kept me alive all this time and I’m only lucid for two hours a day, well, put the spectacles on, re-read all of the Sir Gerrik stuff again and see if I can’t dredge something up from deep in what’s left of my memory.

Jason T:  So, yeah, the real issue is understanding Dave's wishes are paramount, but part of that is his being more comfortable with someone who believes and would pray for guidance, if need be, instead of deferring to the best guess of a doctor.


Dave:  More that I have to give God a fighting chance ( “Please God, let me win the lottery” “Jacob—meet me halfway: buy a ticket.”)  in the cesspit of scientific vanity and atheism that medical facilities are and given that virtually everyone in there is probably as easy target for The Adversary to inhabit (if my experience in hospitals is anything to go by) as it is for you to open the front door to your apartment.  Oops.  Ten times the legal dosage. How did that happen? It wouldn’t, to me, be a disingenuous question in the “here and now” context.  From what I can see, the demonically-possessed have no idea that they’re demonically-possessed.  How could they?  They don’t believe demons exist and so they have no defense against them, they haven’t prayed since they were six years old and they think God is just some crazy myth like Thor or Poseidon. As it says in the Koran, “They have forgotten God and He has forgotten them.”     

Matt D:

Okay, Jeff is out. Definitely.

I've called Dave.

We (those of us who aren't Jeff,) don't have to read the Bible and the Koran. We should, but we don't have to.

All anybody (except Jeff (and kudos and applause to Jeff for being honest and open on this (from me and Dave))) has to do is "declare themselves, publicly, here on the Internet to believe in the One God of Judaism, Christianity and Islam and to declare themselves not to be feminists" And mean it.

Do that (and send a copy to Wilf, his address should be in issue 300, if not send to Wilf care of A/V,) and you get what Dave says you get.

Me, I'm gonna read the Bible and Koran and if I agree with it, then I'm making my Declaration.

(I'm already not a feminist. Men is men, and women are women. Both have their pluses, but they are NOT equal.)

Dave is serious about this. I talked with him for over an hour. He supports anybody who wants to look further into the Bible or the Koran, but isn't saying you have to.

Well, I've had my say, and am looking forward to seeing if I believe that the three faiths have one God. And to re-reading the "begats".

Dave: I thought it was very honest of Matt to concede that all of his previous attempts foundered on the begats of the first major chronology in Genesis that starts with Adam and goes through to Noah and that he sheepishly realized this time out that it’s really barely a page.  As he remembered it it went on for fifteen pages. That to me is The Adversary in action.  “You don’t want to read all this crap—look it goes on for fifteen pages.  Go play some video games and do some bong hits.  Much more worthwhile.” And they go for it.

Matt: Dave doesn't trust anybody.

Dave also doesn't want to linger if he's supposed to go.

So, the conclusion he reached was to find people that he "doesn't trust the least." (my phrase not his.) In other words, people he trusts to a point.

Dave: No, again—it’s hard to communicate this to atheists.  I have to give God a fighting chance if it isn’t my time to go and that requires people who believe in Him and will go where He steers them to go and say what He steers them to say.  An atheist at a critical juncture is just going to find themselves making chit-chat in the cardiac unit when I’m actually in the next building in intensive care.  How did that happen? That sort of stuff is child’s play for the Adversary in a completely atheistic environment.  How did that happen. 

Matt: Look at it this way, Dave (if this all works, and it IS an if,) will be the first person to have all records of his treatment available in "real time" to anyone who is interested. So if he is getting incorrect treatment, we (the people who have agreed to accept his power of attorney) will get as many opinions as we can get.

It may not work, but if it was you, and you didn't trust anybody you know to make the right choices, what would you do?

Dave doesn't really know Ger (and legally Ger couldn't take the job even if he really wanted it (which I don't think he would.)). And there isn't anybody else. So, Dave decided to trust that God would provide.

I look at it this way. Dave has given me Cerebus. I've laughed, I've been entertained, and I've thought. The least I can do is read the rulebooks (Bible and Koran) and see if I think it's cricket. If I do, then what does it hurt to help a guy out? If I don't, I let Dave know where he and I part ways, wish him the best of luck, and hope and pray that everything works out all right.

In the end I'm out the price of the Bible and the Koran, big woop.

And if I agree, then I make my declaration and end my days knowing that I did my best for a guy who made me laugh, made me entertained, and made me think. And it'd be the one thing I could do to pay Dave back where he can't come back and "one up" me.

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Dom: Well, I think Dave has the right to set whatever conditions he wants for those to whom he gives Power of Attorney, but this document continues many trends in Dave's thinking that I find irritating and disturbing.

Dave: Core signs of demonic possession as far as I can see.  Sorry to interrupt.  Why is it that you never think that your being irritated and disturbed doesn’t go deeper—like to a soul-deep level—and that what you are responding to is your own soul’s responses to what I’m writing:  “He’s right.  If you don’t do something to save your soul you’re going straight into the Pit.” That the irritation and disturbance you’re experiencing is all the layers of atheism you’ve piled onto your soul since you were six so that it’s almost completely stifled.  Why won’t you consider that the irritation and disturbance issues from the sound of your soul screaming its lungs out from under eight tons of accumulated Adversarial evasiveness and substitution.  “What’s that faint irritating and disturbing sound I hear?”  “It’s nothing.  Just ignore it.”  “Oh, okay.” 

Dom: Despite his repeated assertions to be a rational, non-feeling person, I find it impossible to read this document without seeing all kinds of aggrievedness rear its head. Merely the first example: "If I'm hit by that bus that everyone keeps cheering for." ? Who keeps cheering for it? The Comics Journal? The intended audience of this document? Why does Dave feel such a compulsion, over and over again, to impute such motives--and so universally--to his audience?

Dave: Because that’s what I see.  No one ever said, “What happens if Gerhard gets hit by a bus?”  In purely psychological terms when the only conscious thought about the end of a 26-year project for the last 10 years of that project is “What happens if the guy gets hit by a bus,” I assume there’s a certain amount of wish-fulfillment involved however much the wishers don’t like to see themselves that way and even though they might not be the actual source of the sentiment: rather, they’re just demonically possessed and are unconsciously looking for something to stifle Dave permanently the way they’ve stifled their own souls.  And for exactly that reason.  “I find this irritating and disturbing.”  Well, it’s only in a feminist society that “irritating and disturbing” are seen as core elements of inherent wrongness.  I see no evidence of people seeing the fact that I am almost always “irritating and disturbing” to originate with themselves.  Maybe you need to be irritated and disturbed in exactly the areas where I’m irritating and disturbing you.  

Dom: And I am pretty sure that even in atheist Marxist-Feminist Canada, one can still construct a legal document or legal statement that you are NOT to be resuscitated or artificially kept alive in the event of incapacity or persistent vegetative state. Whether it would be honoured in any circumstances may be more of an open question, but a challenge would not be likely unless family member made it.

Well, again, this is the snake eating its tail.  Yes.  I consider my family to be the diametric opposite of everything that I believe in BUT in Marxist-feminist society they will likely still be given the last decision no matter what kind of a document that I ask Wilf to put together.  That’s a good example of demonic possession right there.  As a society we slavishly believe that family is the panacea for everything which means it’s only a matter of time before Marxist-feminism devours everything in its path. That’s my best guess.  You can’t frame a document in a Marxist-feminist society that doesn’t conform to the totalitarian dictates of the Marxist-feminist courts. 

Dom: Even mercy killing is largely tolerated or blinked at in Canada. Hell, Marxist-Feminist Canada has given no more than token punishments to suicide assisters, and in at least one case a pretty light sentence to a guy who "mercy" killed his daughter.

Dave: Yes, exactly.  But I think that reinforces my argument rather than refuting it.  When my grandfather was dying, my mother said to the nurses that they should just increase his morphine drip so that he can die peacefully.  I tried to explain to her that she was “counseling to commit homicide” which is an indictable offense just short of homicide itself and certainly higher than manslaughter. It involves premeditation and conspiracy. Everyone in the vicinity was pretty philosophical about it as I recall.  “Oh, don’t worry we get counseled to commit homicide all the time.”  Just another example of why I think medical facilities are, as Merlin put it, “A kind of seventh day when reason rests” and consequently I have to install my own checks and balances where they—not only no longer exist but where I suspect they never have existed.  The doctor and the family know best.     

Dom:  "[T]he groundwork has already been—and is being—laid by Marxist-feminists to seize control of my intellectual property." Hunh? Is Dave serious here? He really thinks that there is a plot afoot to seize control of his personal intellectual property? Even if he's referring more generally to some sort of legislation, I have no idea what that would be, but on the face of it this sounds like sheer paranoia. If Dave did get his by a bus and get taken dazed and confused to a hospital, the odds that anyone working on him would have even the first idea who he is or would want to manipulate his treatment to seize control of his intellectual property is, frankly, pretty out there. Since in other contexts Dave ALSO complains about how universally ignored he is and how nobody is interested in what he's accomplished, this is just a fundamentally illogical, of not irrational position. In effect, Dave wants to get two grievances for the price of one: on the one hand everyone ignores me and nobody cares about my accomplishments as artist, evolutionary theorist, religious exegete, scientist, etc; but on the other hand nodoby can wait to wrest my intellectual property from me, thereby silencing me. W? T? F?

Dave: It depends on which is the actual reality and which is the ostensible reality. You think that beneficent or neutral feminism is the actual reality and malignant feminism is the ostensible reality (that I have manufactured in my own mind).  Again, I’m the only person who is willing to speak out against feminism who the feminists can’t force to resign so I think it’s important for me to keep pointing that out.  Forcing people to resign for disagreeing with you, to me, takes your argument out of the realm of beneficent or neutral feminism and into the category of malignant feminism.  Again, I think the evidence supports my point of view and not yours.  What I’m pointing out is that if you repeat a thing often enough it becomes the reality for most people.  Virtually everyone in the comic-book field agrees that I’m crazy even though probably only 2% of the field has read my work.  To me, that’s laying the groundwork for psychiatric incarceration which is a venerable tradition for Marxists. The challenge is to get me to sue someone for defamation or libel so that I can be tried and found insane in the feminist courts or to gradually allow the viewpoint to become universal by not addressing my arguments but just vilifying me personally (looking on the bright side, Margaret Thatcher used to say that she welcomed it when her opponents were reduced to maligning her personally because it made it obvious that they had no contrary viewpoints to offer with any basis in reality).  I mean, that’s an inescapable fact.  Cerebus is a 6,000 page story which, I submit, is an interesting fact in and of itself and, presumably, would be documented or reviewed intelligently in any environment where stories and ideas were weighed on their own merit rather than on the totalitarian dictatorship of what is the right way to think.  I was only reviewed intelligently when I appeared to be a secular Marxist-feminist.  As soon as I made it clear that I wasn’t a secular Marxist-feminist, I was universally declared crazy and my work was ignored.   The end of the book passed without comment.  To me it’s only rational to ask questions about those things particularly in a world where any deviation from the feminist party line is grounds for dismissal in any professional environment.  So the guy isn’t a feminist.  Why does he have to resign? It seems to me a very basic question centering on a core human right of freedom of belief and freedom of expression. Net result of question: No answer—just that malign silence that says, “Keep it up and you’ll find out why he had to resign.”  Duly noted.  The threat is always there with Marxists. If you can’t support your own arguments threaten your opponent.  I keep a checklist of their venerable techniques and try to minimize their chances to put them into effect.  I would rather work towards a viable form of self-preservation than just sit here going, “I better not do anything or say anything or they’ll call me paranoid.”  They’re Marxist-feminists.  They’re going to call me paranoid no matter what I say unless I agree to capitulate and become a Marxist-feminist and abandon common sense and the weight of evidence which, viewed objectively, weighs heavily against any favourable opinion of Marxist-feminism not in the least because it is so heavy-handed in suppressing even trace elements of dissent.

Dom:  "I would rather roll around in broken glass and iodine than to have my father within a country mile of either me or the Cerebus intellectual property." So, did Dave ever get around to reconciling his current view of his father with Cerebus's great sin of not getting home in time for his father's death?

Dave: Yes. The ultimate question, for me, is, was and will be does “Honor thy father and thy mother” extend to atheists?  My ultimate conclusion (that, so far as I know, I am staking my soul on) is that it doesn’t extend to atheists.  Honoring atheists who are undeserving of being honored, to me, is the greater sin.  Particularly in the universal combat zone that is North American society where family and forced capitulation to Marxist-feminism is being used as a cudgel to make men toe the feminist party line. As the only person willing to buck that totalitarian reality making my parents as human beings more important than their avowed atheism is just another form of capitulation.  Marxist-feminism or God?  I pick God.  My family or God?  I pick God.  Does picking God over my family make me inhuman?  The only opinion on that that I care about is God’s and I’ll find that out on Judgment Day.  God’s will be done. 

Dom: "So, the best that I have been able to come up with is that anyone of the Yahoos who is willing—in the event of my incapacity—to declare themselves, publicly, here on the Internet to believe in the One God of Judaism, Christianity and Islam and to declare themselves not to be feminists (that is, to declare publicly that they don't believe men and women are equal and that—having followed my argument as thoroughly as you all have—they agree and agree to agree publicly that yes, the evidence supports Dave Sim, it doesn't support Oprah Winfrey, that the Fourteen Impossible Things to Believe Before Breakfast are indeed Impossible, not difficult or unlikely or improbable: Impossible) will be given co-jurisdiction of What's Left of Dave Sim and will be given one vote each in deciding what is to be done with him and with his intellectual property in the event that he has officially been declared to be Not All There but has not officially been declared legally dead."

Again, Dave has the absolute right to set whatever criteria he wishes.

Dave: We don’t know if that’s true and I think the weight of evidence will prove to run contrary to that.  I know that hurts your feelings to think that society may have already run past the point where you are allowed any criteria besides Marxist-feminism but  I think it far more likely that as Wilf researches the issue we will find that the only accepted criteria in our society is “family uber alles”.  That is, family is the cudgel which is used to keep everyone in the feminist camp or to give the feminist camp control of anyone who refuses to toe the line.

Dom: I do think it's unfortunate that he is willing to have faith only in someone who affirms that he (or she) thinks EXACTLY what Dave thinks. It sounds like he wants a disciple, not someone who will act in his best interests and in acordance with his wishes. Or, to put it another way, it's not enough to act in accordance with Dave's wishes, one must also actually share his beliefs.

Dave: Mm. That’s not true.  I could cite any number of significant differences between Jeff Seiler and myself, Sandeep Atwal and myself, Billy Beach and myself both theological differences and notions of free will expression.  I’m not like any of them and they’re not like me.  But they do believe in God and they are willing to admit that feminism is a detriment to society.  To me, that gives them a fighting chance against the Adversary and his adherents (however inadvertent their adherence) if it comes down to crunch time. 

Dom:  "Let me say here that I think it will probably be a period of years before anyone who agrees with me will actually work up the gumption to declare so publicly" Now, that's just insulting. So, if you don't declare that you share Dave's views exactly, you are either a Marxist-Feminist athiest, or you're a coward? Insulting AND illogical.

Dave: No, I think feminism is insulting and illogical and yes, I think men who already know that and have allowed themselves to be intimidated into toeing the feminist party line are cowards.  Understandable cowards, for all of that.  As we’ve seen, the Marxist feminists aren’t playing games here.  They are actively ruining people’s lives to maintain their core delusion using every form of legal and public coercion to destroy anyone in their way.  If you so much as raise as a remote possibility that women don’t have the same aptitudes men  you do have the world crash in on your head as Lawrence Summers found out and as I found out.  As I’ve told any number of guys who are sheepish about their capitulation, I can understand it.  It’s the whole point of the “forced resignation/public capitulation and crawling before feminists” construct.  If you’re off the reservation they will do everything they can to ruin your life, professionally and personally.  That’s a good way—in fact the only way—that you can maintain a universal societal construct with no basis in reality.  If the consequences experienced by the lone dissenter are severe enough, dissent ceases to exist.  That’s how they do it in North Korea. That’s how they did it in Tianemen Square.  That’s how they do it wherever Marxism holds sway.

Dom:  "This then intrudes on other areas which include the fact that medical care in Canada—as would come as no surprise to anyone with a brain in his head (i.e. non-Canadians)—is not-so-gradually slipping to Third Word levels because Canada is the only completely Marxist medical system remaining on the planet and certainly the onlyone in a G-8 country." So presumably all Canadians except Dave are brainless. And all non-Canadians DO have brains in their heads (the logical corollary of his statement here).

Dave: When it comes to Marxist medicine, unfortunately, yes.  Canadians universally adhere to the view that single payer government controlled medicine is the promised land and any deviation from that viewpoint is grounds for dismissal from the public debate.  Even though the Prime Minister himself goes to a for-profit clinic (which is only allowed in Quebec because of Quebec’s Marxist-feminist stranglehold on the politics in this country) he will run in the next election on his vow to keep the public system entirely public and out of the hands of profiteers and no one in this country—certainly not the Conservative party—will even suggest that anything other than exclusively public medicine can be allowed in Canada. Even though it already exists and the Prime Minister is making use of it.  Yes, I would say that that means that Canadians don’t have a brain in their head. Where do you see “brain” in holding self-contradicting and illogical viewpoints? 

Dom:  "owing to the inherent secretiveness and ass-covering of  those practicing Marxist medicine, I am just as likely to be commended to the not-so-tender mercies of Abdul the Butcher as I
am to someone who knows which way the sutures go in and come back out." Unlike the selfless altruists who practice medicine for profit. THEY'RE not secretive or ass-coverers. (Note: I am not saying that for-profit medicine is inherently bad, as Dave is saying about "Marxist" medicine; I AM saying that the profit motive is hardly a disincentive to secetiveness or ass-covering, and that I'm reasonably sure there's still a heck of a lot of medical malpractice in all the non-Marxist medical jurisdictions that apparently proliferate everywhere except in Canada.)

Dave: Again, they don’t proliferate in Canada but because they are only allowed to exist in Quebec you are not allowed to say that they exist in this country.  The consequence game comes into effect.  Look what happens to anyone who suggests that a combination public/private system should be adopted.  You don’t want that to happen to you?  Then stop making waves.  And everyone in this country besides me stops making waves. 

Dom:  "If I can't get any volunteers in either category (and it wouldn't surprise me that I can't) then at least I don't think I can be accused of indirectly committing suicide by my lack of
interest or faith in Marxist science." Why would anyone want to make such an accusation? And since Dave evidently holds the people who might do so in contempt anyway, what difference would it make if they DID make such an accusation? Does Dave seem to be more concerned with how he APPEARS here than with the truth? And why in this specific instance is appearance so important?

Dave: Sorry, I was referring to God and to the God-fearing. I care about the actuality of how my behaviour looks in the eyes of God.  I do believe that suicide is a sin.  With the different permutations being developed by medical science—i.e. if I don’t want to be kept alive as an artificially maintained piece of meat, am I indirectly committing suicide?—suicide is becoming a very nuanced noun.  Just by saying I don’t want to be kept alive artificially by a machine, technically I may be committing suicide.  Relative to Judgment Day it isn’t a matter of whether someone would want to make such an accusation as I believe it will be that the accusation will be irrefutably, inescapably there if, as the Koran puts it, the book of my life is put into my left hand instead of my right hand.  There will be no place for hair-splitting nuance on Judgment Day I don’t think.  Paradise or the Fire.  Nor will there be clever lawyers who can tie the rules up in knots and get me off on a technicality.  If the rule is “no suicide” and I say I don’t want to be plugged into a machine, it’s quite possible that that will be it for me.ge technicality.  If the rule is "e. ng I don's of God.bec you are not allowed to say that they exist in this   You either did right or you did wrong. It’s very possible that it’s a core point in the argument with the Adversary.  No matter how many ghoulish devices the Adversary compels atheists to invent to keep deceased cadavers alive, as a God-fearing individual you are expected to stay at your post and remain alive for decades if necessary.  I think that’s the underlying point of a lot of these things.  Let’s make things really complicated for those who believe in God.  That’s the reality, to me.  The ostensible reality is “Let’s keep everyone alive as long as we can and never stop to consider if we’re supposed to be doing that”.  It’s just part of being born in this time period and trying to be a proper monotheist.  Medicine is going to make it progressively more complicated.  To me, you make your own call, realize that your soul is at stake and that something that is completely out of your control—prolongation of human existence by any means necessary—is turning the fate of your soul into a coin toss.   

Dom: "If you don't believe in God, the odds are that you believe very strongly in drugs." Others have already commented in the inherent logical flaw in this position, so I won't bother. Aaaaah. Fuck it. I keep hearing about how gracious and friendly Dave is in person, but he's one truculent, snarky curmudgeon in his prose.

Dave: I don’t think that’s the case. I think you’re projecting your own nature onto me because of the soul-deep discomfort you experience when you read what I have to say.  You want to bury me as you’ve buried your own soul under metric tons of Adversary.  It’s a natural response.  I used to be the same way.  I’m opening a can of worms with my “power of attorney” choices that everyone prefers would remain closed.  If you don’t want to be reminded that your soul is very likely in extreme peril, then don’t read what I have to say.  Distract yourself with music or videos or games or chit-chat or whatever else you want to distract yourself with.  Your life—like everyone’s life—is going by very quickly and will be over before you know it.  In the same sense that you can recall vividly your earliest years, you are already on your deathbed.  You’re really going to have to cram a lot of distractions into the short time you have left. 

Dom: In case you're wondering, no I won't be declaring myself a Dave acolyte who believes the 14 Impossible Things are Impossible etc. in order to get the privilege of participating in his medical care. Frankly, even if I believed all Dave believes, including the 14 Impossible Things, I would not do so, especially in response to a call such as this. A failure of gumption, no doubt.

Dave: You said it. I didn’t. 

Hey, I was only going to answer about half of this but then I found out that there is no committee meetings scheduled at City Hall today.  Which is a good thing because I have to be here for when some artwork has to be returned from the Harbourfront Graphic Novel exhibit (not announced as an appearance because it was during Ramadan so I wasn’t going to be there), I have to pick up my dry-cleaning and I have to get some printing done in advance of the Big Apple Con this weekend.  Printing what?  You’ll have to be there Thursday night to find out.

Steve B:  The first thing I thought when I read this was, "Sounds like Rick."

I will note for those on this list who may question your ability to carry out Dave's main request given your statements during the Schiavo controversy that you were part of the very large group (much larger than most on the other side like to admit) who were NOT in favor of preserving life in any case at any cost, but who believed that there was some real question as to the status of her condition, not to mention her actual wishes had she been able to make them. The fact that in that particular case I think most of you were deluded by propaganda put out by her parents, who ARE in the "preserve life in any case at any cost" camp, doesn't diminish the fact that you probably would be prepared to make the right decision if fully informed.

Dave: Assuming that there is such a thing as “fully informed” in these situations.  In my view we’re always making choices based on fragmentary information—not just in the sense that we didn’t know the actual state of Schiavo’s condition or what her actual wishes would have been, we also don’t have a definitive idea of how those unknown variables are rated by God (which in my case is the only Opinion I’m genuinely interested in or which I think is relevant).  The same situation with the abortion debate.  When does the soul enter the fetus? seems a core relevance which is a complete unknown to all human beings.  If it enters in the second trimester then it would seem reasonable to allow abortion in the first trimester since it would arguably just be a soulless piece of meat until the soul enters it.  It seems to me that it was only the widening of the debate into what I would see as infernal areas—“Is there even such a thing as a soul?”—which made Roe v. Wade possible.  If the soul doesn’t exist then, sure, we’re all just pieces of breathing meat expelled by our mothers and it should be up to the mother whether she wants a piece of breathing meat growing into mobile form within her or whether she wants the piece of meat extracted before it gets to the mobile stage.  Same as incest.  If we’re just pieces of meat and you have 99.9% sure forms of birth control why shouldn’t you be able to hump the piece of meat that is your sister or your mother as much as any other mobile piece of meat?  No harm no foul, right?  The only problem with incest is procreation, right? Likewise gene-splicing.  If we’re just pieces of meat and it would amuse someone to merge her meat with the meat of her cat and produce a being that is half-human-meat/half-kitty-meat then what could possibly be wrong with that?     

Steve: Every Christian and every Jew believes in the God of Islam. They just disagree on the status of Mohammad as a Prophet and whether or not SOME of the things Muslims believe about God are true. But with few exceptions on the fringes of all three religions, most people recognize that they all believe in the same God.

Dave: I’m not sure if that’s true except in the most “politically correct” sense of the debate.  I hope it ultimately proves to be true and is the meaning behind the Koran exhorting Muslims to continue to fight “on path of God until all the religion be God’s”—we all hook up somewhere up ahead if we sincerely submit to God’s will.  Most Christians and Jews—at least until recently—believed that Muslims believed in a god called Allah.  Or that Muslims were Mohammedans in the Christian sense, worshippers of Muhammad.  I think there’s a certain amount of lip service paid by ecumenical Christians and Jews to the validity of Islam but it seems to me that truly ecumenical Christians and Jews—Mother Theresa as a good example judging by her funeral service—tend to be of the “more babies, more bathwater” school of theological debate.  Let’s include Islam, and while we’re at it, let’s include Hinduism and Native Indian beliefs and goddess worship and Wicca.  The Lunatic All-Inclusive, in my view.  The fact that Muslims believe that Jesus was not—as the Koran explicitly states in numerous suras—the son of God puts them beyond the pale of most Christian debate in the same way that Christian definitive belief that Jesus was the Meschiach puts them beyond the pale of most Jewish debate.  There may be some Christians who don’t believe that Jesus was the son of God and there may be some Jews who believe that Jesus was the Meschiach. However, pretty much by definition, Christians believe that Jesus was the son of God and the Meschiach and Jews believe that Jesus wasn’t the son of God and the Meschiach is yet to arrive.


Chris: I have to disagree with you there. The theologians certainly do, but the layperson generally does not, in my experience. And even where there is acknowledgement that they are all worshipping the same god, there is almost universally the belief that those other faiths are "doing it wrong".

In any case, my reading of Dave's request implies that in addition to believing in the one god of all three religions, you also have to accept the validity of the various methods of worship of that one god. This is where I believe Rick will fall down. If Muslims (not to mention people like Dave who follow their own path, or those who aren't Jews who don't accept Christ as their saviour) don't get into heaven in your view, you don't qualify, IMO.

Of course, given Dave's nigh-unto-liberal interpretation of the "not a feminist" requirement, he may just require lip-service on this issue, too.

Dave:  My own view is that monotheism is the key component as defined within the parameters of Judaism, Christianity and Islam.  No one accepts my view that the three sacred texts document the multi-millennia-long debate between God and YHWH as to who is whose son—the Chosen People (chosen both by God and YHWH) choose YHWH worship/the Christians are presented with “YHWH the son of God” in the form of the Synoptic Jesus and “God the son of YHWH” in the form of the Johannine Jesus and conflate the two into one Jesus the son of God/God and YHWH through Muhammad make their final summation to the jury of humankind using what appears to be the royal “we” but which is actually a joint summation, alternating between one viewpoint and the other (“Have We not told you…?”).  The net effect has been that God has prevailed in all three religions.  If you asked a devout Jew or Christian or Muslim to praise YHWH and curse God, they would think you were a lunatic even though I’m pretty sure that that’s still the reality that YHWH is hoping for.  Likewise if you asked a Muslim if they thought “The Lord of the Worlds” is the earth’s molten core, I think they would be disinclined to subscribe to that view.  Returning to my original point, however, it does put me in very isolated (as in unique) territory believing that the debate is on-going between God and YHWH so it would be very unlikely that I would find someone who would specifically share my faith and so I have to take a “step down” in the “power of attorney for personal care” discussion if I want to find God-fearing people who I think will represent my best interests.  

As an example, Billy Beach is a devout Jehovah’s Witness.  In his prayers he mentions Jehovah by name.  I had no problem participating in those prayers at meal-time when I was visiting because I know that he means God.  Again, if I said to him, “After you’re done praising Jehovah make sure that you curse the name of God as the false God and usurper of YHWH’s glory” I know he would be appalled and refuse to do so.  Ergo, to me, he’s a monotheist.


Dan P: If you do not trust the health care system (and Dave sure isn't the only one) then the idea of being subjected to it with anything less than 100% of your facilities is not a pleasant one.

With the supposedly superior health care system in the U.S., I have seen a regular amount of incompentence displayed -- the most recent being my wife's grandfather who was almost given medication he didn't need. The process was stopped by a family member who was present who questioned the nurse about to administer the medicine. "I don't think he needs that."[Checking paperwork] Flip, flip. "Oh, this isn't for him. Sorry." The
grandfather was not coherent enough to have caught that mistake on his own.

I've also seen medications prescribed that conflict with patient's allergies (and yes, the allergy was in the hospital records), drugs prescribed indiscriminately without any regard to price ("Take some of these, if they don't help come back and I'll prescribe something else.") and the constant loss of patient information (why do I fill out the same forms _every_ _time_ I visit the doctor's office?!?).

His solution is certainly unique. :-) But I don't think it's crazy.

Dave: It’s probably not particularly efficacious, either—it’s more that, in order to cross all the t’s and dot all the i’s of my “end of life” legalisms (which is what I set out to do) I had to come up with something that I thought would cover all eventualities to the extent that all eventualities could be covered.  If God wants me ravaged with an incurable disease or my brain destroyed by misdiagnosed medicine then that’s what’s going to happen.  If, however, it’s just the Adversary causing trouble, then there are a certain number of steps to assist in your own defense (which is what I’m trying to do here) that I think you’re kind of obligated to take rather than just saying “Well, I’ll just leave ‘power-of-attorney’ blank and count on God to bail me out.”  That’s backing God into a corner, in my view.  Sorry, God, too busy to cover my own bases here—please toss me a miracle at the appropriate moment, Sincerely, Dave.

The sort of things you document I think are pretty well universal in hospitals and doctor’s offices.  These guys get a lot of kickback money from the major drug companies to prescribe high-priced medication.  And, to be fair to them, there’s no way that I can see for them know if there’s any value to the medication given the universal reality of the placebo effect.  You give the medication to a hypochondriac who just wanted to have someone “feel their pain” for thirty minutes and it’ll clear right up.  If you give it to someone who actually has a medical problem it could make things worse or do nothing.  You might as well just flip a coin at that point or say “Take some of these and if they don’t help, come back and I’ll prescribe something else.”  Even in that case it might be a hypochondriac whose self-pity has hit an all-time high and you’ll have to prescribe three different medications—three different thirty-minute “I feel your pain” sessions—before their mind will stop making the pain up.  Or they might get laid or win the lottery and suddenly they feel better.  Steroids have become very popular with the medical profession for the exact reason that they make people feel better in the short term.  Make them feel like Superman, in fact.  The same reason that they used to give housewives speed: “mother’s little helper”.  Steroids and speed are obviously (to me, anyway, obviously) bad long-term solutions to anything and are very difficult to wean people off of.  Doctors don’t seem to be unduly troubled by that when it comes to prescribing steroids and speed. 
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Rick S: You know, this sounds a lot like me.  I mean, I think I've been pretty public about all of the above for years. Scary, hunh?
You were the first candidate who came to mind. ;)

Larry H: And I thought you were excluded on a technicality for not giving Islam equal weight with Christianity, but upon re-reading Dave's request, I see that's not a condition. He doesn't say you can't be a husband or father either. I say go for it.

Dave:  No, again, it’s a general idea of monotheism as related in the Torah, the Gospel and the Koran.  I don’t believe that Jesus was God’s son but I believe in the same God as the people who believe that Jesus was God’s son.  The same as I believe in the same God as Billy Beach even though he calls Him Jehovah. 

Billy Beach is also a husband and a father.  Feminism makes it supremely difficult to be a God-fearing husband and father but nothing is impossible with God, including keeping feminism at bay either in a wife or a daughter as long as you realize that your relationship with God dwarfs your relationship with your wife or daughter in importance.

Jeff S: Yes. I'm coming in late on this (or early, depending on for how long this drags out), but I have several thoughts to contribute.

First, believing in the God of the Bible, the Torah, and the Koran means primarily that one is monotheistic. If my memory serves, when Dave wrote about his conversion, he pointed out that when he came to the conclusion that he "needed religion" (my quotation marks--not his exact words), he knew right off the bat that it would have to be a monotheistic religion. To him, and to me, that pretty much means the God of the Bible, the Torah, and the Koran.

Secondly, and thusly, believing in the God of the Koran does not necessarily dictate that one must believe in all of the tenets of the Koran, just as believing in the God of the Bible does not mean that one has to buy into "Jesus is the son of God," or that the Acts of the Apostles, the Pauline epistles, etc. were the true word of God. (See Dave's discussion of that, elsewhere.) Nor, that believing in the God of the Torah means that one must become a Hassidic Jew. It means, fundamentally, that you believe in the one God that the three
faiths all recognize as God.

Dave: Yes, exactly.  The Koran assures us that our disagreements will be cleared up for us on Judgment Day.  Given the limited range of perception and understanding that we have in our “meat-encased” existences (not knowing when a soul enters a fetus as a good example of our intrinsic ignorance of core realities) it seems more sensible to work on developing faith and what we consider good orthopraxy than to expend a lot of time on subjects the accuracy of which are beyond our ability to determine.  Life’s tough enough and anything I can put off to Judgment Day because a human being is incapable of coming to a conclusion about it based on evidence, I’m more than glad to put off to Judgment Day.

 
Jeff S:  Third, I agree that there is a lot of gray areas in defining whether one denounces feminism. I am a schoolteacher. Most teachers are women and most male and female teachers are feminists. I am most decidedly not a feminist, in my mind, and I believe, based on discussions in our respective letters, that Dave would at least lean towards concurring with me on that point. Nevertheless, I think that in Dave's mind, I lean precariously close to being a feminist simply by virtue of the fact that I work in a field that is very predominantly littered with feminists.

Dave: Yes, allowances have to be made although making allowances means that as a society we are digging ourselves deeper into the feminist pit on a daily basis.  At some point either men have to start drawing a line in the sand or we are apt to get beyond the point of no return where we can’t climb out of the feminist pit.  It’s one of the reasons I’m so vocally opposed to feminism because happenstance has— thank God and God willing—put me beyond reach of their talons.  That’s where it has to start and then move on to the fellows who will be putting their livelihoods at risk by openly dissenting from the feminist dictatorship.  Everyone has to decide for himself when the time is right, as I did in 1994.

Jeff S:  Fourth, I applaud you, Matt, for deciding to do your homework first. I would just suggest that, while reading the Bible and the Koran will be inherently, vastly rewarding to you personally, I'm not sure that it is absolutely necessary prior to stating a belief in the God of the Bible, Torah, and Koran. I say that because of the above argument as to Who is denominated by that phrase. Technically, if you want the first and, I think, the most definitive designation, all you really have to do is read the Pentateuch. I can't speak for
Dave, and I don't know about what you two talked for an hour, but I'm guessing that he would lean towards agreeing with me on this point.

Dave: It’s a tough call because I’m not exactly a theological guide and I’m unwilling to be cast in that role.  I can tell you the areas of disagreement between Judaism, Christianity and Islam but I can’t tell you which number to put your money on.  If Jesus was God’s son and there was only one Jesus and he was the Meshiach, it seems to me that Judaism and Islam are going to be of very little use to you and would, in that case, be blasphemous heresies.  There might be something in the Book of Isaiah that would hit Matt like a ton of bricks and make him See The Light, so I’d be doing him a disservice by saying just read the Pentateuch.  Matt’s girlfriend, Paula (hi, Paula!) is a borderline lapsed Catholic who is going to Mass only because Matt will go with her.  If Matt doesn’t go, she’s going to stop going.  Something of a theological nut-cracker for young Matthew.  That may be how God is setting about the task or it could be the Adversary as well (“If attending Catholic Mass for six months doesn’t scare him away from God, I don’t know what will”).  Those are Matt’s choices to make.  Submission to the will of God is all that I counsel.  After that, God’s will be done. 

Jeff S:  Fifth, and going back to my third point, I have pointedly written to Dave on several occasions that I am decidedly anti-feminism for a variety of reasons. And, as some of you know from personal discussion with me, and others may know from having read some of my posts, I was celibate for over seven and a half years (coincidentally very nearly the same length of time as Dave, up to that point) when I foolishly had sex with a woman one time in late June. I have since returned to celibacy and, for a variety of reasons, don't see that ending anytime in the near future. I would lean toward whoever it was that pointed out that you have a girlfriend, Matt, but I would also concede your (implied) point that not being a feminist could simply mean recognizing that men and women are, by nature,
differentiated, thereby negating the central tenet of feminism that men and women are completely interchangeable. And, of course, you tell us that Dave is on board with you making the declaration whenever you feel ready to, should you come out the other ends of the Bible and the Koran believing in the one God of Abraham (sorry, should have put a spoiler warning on that one). Me? I would say you pretty much have to be unshackled from a woman in order best to fit the term "not a feminist," but that's just me.

Dave: Yes, I would agree that the inclination and intent count for a lot.  At the same time, Billy Beach is definitely not a feminist and from what I saw from the week I was there he’s a very good husband and father.  There might be a world of difference between being “unshackled from a woman” and “unshackled from women”.  I tend to see them as tending to go bad out of perverse resistance.  She can seem like a good wife and mother, but if she’s watching Desperate Housewives she could be ready to bolt at any point. A woman’s right to choose. I’m not sure how much egg that leaves on the husband’s face in God’s eyes but I tend to suspect “Quite a bit”.  If the vast majority of women ever start behaving like “wives and mothers” and potential “wives and mothers” and stop using the escape hatch, then it might be safe to go back in the pool but I don’t see that happening anytime soon.  My best guess in terms of percentages is that maybe 5% of women are potentially wives and mothers and 95% are capable of changing their minds at any point without notice and bolting.  Those are lousy odds when it comes to getting “shackled” and I assume that God, at this point in human history, is more in the market for men who are willing to be vocally unshackled and identify feminism as a societal malaise (where its failings outweigh its benefits in the long term) than men who are willing to give their marriages 110% and end up standing there with egg on their faces. 


Jeff S:  Sixth, I just got off the phone with Dave. I said, "I've read your letter to Wilf and I wanted to check with you before I posted that I believe that I can say that I fit the two categories, but I think you might agree from the things that we've written in our letters that I do fit the two categories." He replied, "Yeah, yeah, I would have to say that you pretty much do." And then he asked whether anyone else had posted that they also do, and I said that to my knowledge there was Rick who had not *officially* done so but had implied that he did and there was Matt who was going to read the Bible and Koran first.  He agreed with me that the Pentateuch would pretty much do it, but also agreed that it would be good, if Matt really wanted to be sure.

Dave: That’s a bit of a distortion since it would suggest that I know what “sure” is and that I could assure Matt that I know what “sure” is which I don’t.  Again, I can tell you what I see as the major disagreements but I’m no more “sure” than I would be saying that you will always win at roulette if you bet “Red 17” first.  You may well win every time you bet “Red 17” first but that’s more likely to be an accident than anything to do with my being “sure”. 


Jeff S:  So, here is my first, informal declaration. I believe in the God of the Bible and the Torah and the Koran AND I am, most decidedly, not a feminist. I am willing to take on the task delineated in Dave's letter to Wilf if, God willing, I am not incapacitated myself when  the time comes. After I have sent my information to Dave's barrister, I will post formally on the POLICY thread.

P.S. One of the last things Dave said to me on the phone after I told him of the gist of the posts thus far was, "Well if it's posted on the group and 48 hours later a couple of people have come out in favor of it, that just says something about the nature of the society that we live in today." I had to agree with that.

Dave: Yes, that’s one of those things.  The Adversary can certainly see it as a signal triumph that out of however many thousand Cerebus readers only two or three are willing to openly declare on the two subjects.  At the same time, I think that can have a negative effect from the Adversary’s viewpoint because it might wake some people up to what the percentages are in both categories.  I don’t think God finds it unduly troubling.  He’s got three guys to work with if the Adversary tries to take me out by conventional Marxist means.  That’s all I was trying to do—was to make sure He would “have a dog in that fight” without leaving it entirely up to Him.  If there are six guys by the year 2010, well so much the better.

All along with the Cerebus experiment I’ve been the pathfinder and it’s a responsibility I take seriously.  If there’s a Dave Sim up ahead who isn’t an innovator but who is necessary to God (and dramatically more necessary than Dave Sim was) then I see it as my job to plot a complete life trajectory, identify the pitfalls and if necessary end up dying because I made a wrong choice so that whoever he is knows not to make that choice when he gets to that juncture.  I learned a lot from Elvis and John Lennon up to a point and then they both went off the rails in my view and let love supersede their obligation to the musicians that would come after them.  If you follow Elvis’ trajectory you end up face down in front of the toilet with your pants around your ankles and a pagan paperback open on the floor at 42.  If you follow John Lennon’s trajectory you end up shot to death in front of your apartment building at 40. 

If you talk about these things while you’re still alive you really irritate people and you make them hate you and want to destroy you.  To me, it’s more important to serve as a template for future people who want to attempt your course of action than it is to be vaguely admired by the general populace.

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Matt D: Reading the Bible and the Koran is just sorta hedge-betting to me. I'm pretty sure I'll agree and we'll be off to the races, but I really wanna be sure. Thank God I'm not the only one willing to do this (accept Dave's offer,) it'd scare the pants off me if I was the only one.

(Gee me and Jeff S. and (maybe) Rick, against the world!)

Dave: There was a great cartoon by Vip (I think it was) in Playboy years ago—massed legions of mounted heavily armed pike vanishing out onto the horizon.  In the bottom left corner, a guy in a bearskin with a club standing next to two cripples with pointed sticks.  Up above them is the director with the film crew behind him shouting through his megaphone “Okay, Kirk, sweetie—Let’s take it from your line ‘Come on! They can’t stop men who want to free!’”  I’ve thought about that cartoon a LOT since 1994.   

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(on Terry Schiavo)

Jeff S: Due to what he sees as the atheistic "fear of death" (which I disagree with) and the marxist/feminist notion of undermining a man's wishes, or the will of God for that matter... It makes sense in that regard. It seems contrary to what we saw with the whole terry Schaivo drama, but what was motivating the politicians who supported keeping her alive? Who were they trying to satisfy?

Dave: Their respective constituencies.  Politicians are usually trying to just get in on the most popular viewpoint and avoid the most unpopular viewpoint.  In the blue state/red state checkerboard pattern of the modern United States it would depend on the jurisdiction.  In San Francisco or Portland, pulling the plug would be a political no-brainer (er—in a manner of speaking) and a good way to score brownie points in the ranks of the electorate.  In Alabama or Mississippi, I would think that supporting “life at all costs” would be a way of picking up brownie points from the electorate.   Most other places were probably just as happy to see it disappear from the headlines before their politicians were forced to piss off half of their constituency by making a choice.

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(response to Rick Sharer)

Steve B: Again, if I remembered your stance wrongly, I apologize. But I thought you were weighing in on the side of the parents in the Schiavo case. And the public perception, certainly the perception of most of those on the "just let her die" side of the fence, was that everyone siding with the parents was "keep her alive in perpetuity, no matter what,
because God is pro-Life." And the parents really were that way – one of them admitted under oath that if Terry HAD said to them that she would have wanted the plug pulled that they would not have honored her request, and gave the sacredness of human life as the reason.

But there were a lot of people on their side who were thoughtfully concerned that this woman *wasn't* a vegetable, and *hadn't* expressed a wish not to be kept that way, and while I think those people were wrong, I don't think they should be lumped in with those other folks. And just from what I know of you, I'm pretty sure that if you *were* on the side of the parents (again, sorry if I got that wrong), you'd be in the second group, not the first.

Dave: Obviously, I tend to think in terms of the intellectual viewpoints involved rather than, say, “the parents”.  If you ask me what I think is right, that would be one answer, if you ask me what the law says, that would be another answer.  In terms of “power of attorney for personal care” if the individual hasn’t got a notarized written preference then the decision falls to the “next of kin” and as far as I know “spouse trumps family” in that particular paper/rock/scissors game although in anything having to do with the courts the wanton and indiscriminate application of money is ultimately going to be the deciding factor.  If the spouse wants to pull the plug because that’s what the patient would’ve wanted, but the parents are willing to mortgage their house and cash in all their securities to pay a high-priced legal firm to fight it, the odds are the parents are going to win whether they’re right in a general sense or right about the patient specifically. 

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Stanley L: Dave's explication, and to a lesser extent his solution, are so specific as to make a higher percentage of agreements statistically unlikely -- I don't think it is any surprise to him if people continue to collectively roll their eyes.

Dave: No, I’ve pretty much accepted at this point that people collectively roll their eyes about me as a matter of course.   With all due respect, I think it’s much easier to roll your eyes than to have a coherent worldview that you’re capable of defending.

Stanley L: One problem that I see is that, when considering the texture of public opinion, Dave requires complete capitulation to his ideas before he will even begin to consider a response as reasonable. I think the idea of making his treatment and/or the decision about his fate public information is brilliant. At the same time, I don't think the vast majority of doctors who are likely to be treating him are going to be influenced by his comic books or his essays, one way or the other. We know which "side" this puts me on, in terms of whether or not Dave would see me as reasonable.

Dave: Well, no. Actually that’s eminently reasonable.  I certainly haven’t heard back from Wilf, nor do I particularly expect to.  It’s just as likely he’s joined in the collective eye-rolling.  Even if he’s able to frame my “power of attorney for personal care” as I’ve outlined it, there’s no guarantee that the courts would allow it or uphold it.  My best guess is that they would take it out of my hands and put it in my family’s hands which is why I have to be so vehement in wanting my family excluded.  Any chink in the armour and they’re going to be in there like a dirty shirt.  And, in the immediate crisis we’re speculating about, I agree.  Doctors is doctors.  They think they’re God because most people treat them that way, so I would assume in the lunatic asylum they work in the odds are they would just bypass Sandeep and demand a contact name for a family member.  The Doctor/Family Axis is pretty much unassailable.  I don’t think that’s right, but I certainly acknowledge that it’s realistic.  Wilf’s a pretty imaginative guy.  If anyone is able to frame a supportable document I would imagine he is.

Stanley L:   It must be nice to be so sure of yourself at all times. Fortunately for the rest of us, there are people like Dave Sim to let us know when we're getting off track.

Dave: All part of the job description—and just think: I don’t charge you a penny for the services provided!  All this ethical societal aggravation is FREE FREE FREE!! Actually I’m not sure of myself.  I make my choices on a “going forward” basis and I accept that I have to live with the consequences if those choices are wrong.  That’s why I strongly recommend that no one take my word for anything.  My soul is at stake on the basis of my choices.  Your soul is at stake on the basis of your choices. 

Jeff  T:  Or that it seems like a good idea to have people that actually share my beliefs make decisions for me when I can't? Decisions that I may actually agree with?

But whether or not the Doctor is influenced by Dave's comics or essays is irrelevant. Will the doctor, without outside influence, act in a way other than the Marxist Medical Association expects him/her to act? Will Dave's wishes be fulfilled in a way that Dave would agree with? Dave's looking for insurance against the Way Things Are, and he's not not going to get that from people that don't share his views. So yeah, the second half of your last paragraph is an unreasonable statement.

Let's not turn this into an attack on Dave, OK? The guy asked for help and/or input on a sensitive issue, not to be skewered *yet again*. If you're so set on proving him wrong, stop proving him right.

Dave: It’s all right, Jeff.  I don’t want to be like the Marxist-feminists and close off debate because people disagreeing with me is somehow “wounding”.  If I’m “wounded” by honest reactions—which I’m sincerely not—that says far more about my own position than it does about people disagreeing with me.   I knew exactly the can of worms that I was opening by bringing the “power of attorney for personal care” to the Yahoos on the basis that I did and I had a pretty good idea what the reaction was going to be.  In my experience doing what you think is right can never factor in possible or likely reactions as a basis for decision-making (What will people think of me?).  There’s right and there’s wrong and most of the time in our world doing what’s right entails severe consequences and doing what’s wrong is pretty much clear sailing.  I’ve done both and that’s been my experience, anyway.
Rick S: Heh. Jeff, my friend, that is your best reply of all time! :)

Jeff S: That's just another reminder, Jeff, of why I like you so much. You have already excluded yourself from this "project," yet you are a man of such ability to reason, that you readily defend Dave's decision. I told Dave on the phone, when he asked about posts (this was around 4 p.m. on October 13, 2005), that he already had one detractor (Chris), which he, of course, expected. Then I told him that I thought his letter was very well-reasoned and, really, the only thing he could do, given his circumstances.

It doesn't matter whether one agrees with him or not. It is his last will and testament. Respect it, or shut up.

Dave: Or disrespect it and speak up—of course I’d prefer that people speaking up limit themselves to contributions that are useful to the project at hand: i.e. how to supersede the Way Society Does Things with what I want society to do in my own case.  But there’s no reason that someone couldn’t rationally dispute the whole idea, suspect my own motives and attempt to undermine my argument as being inherently detrimental to society in all sincerity—just as I do with Marxist-feminism.  If you don’t want your own viewpoints suppressed you can’t advocate the suppression of other viewpoints.  


(more Terry Schiavo)

Jeff:  For the most part, yes, but even that was a dog and pony show meant to distract from the political agenda of restructuring congressional and judicial powers. Reigning in renegade lower courts (in Florida no less!)

Remember, it wasn't just Republicans who voted to have the tube re-inserted. It was 156, joined by 47 Democrats.

Who knows? Maybe this is even more of a reason to get the questions about Powers of Attorney out of the way, so "good" people aren't forced to make "bad" choices because there is no living will.

I agree there are glaring contradictions. I don't know the answer. I think Dave is smart enough to figure it out eventually.But it's not my decision, and it never will be.

Dave: I think at the very least you should be aware if you are in the catbird seat when it comes to “power of attorney for personal care” and who is in the catbird seat when it comes to your own “power of attorney for personal care”.  Here’s a good example: husband says to his wife, “I don’t want to be kept alive artificially.  If there’s any brain damage, I want you to authorize pulling the plug.”  Wife: “I don’t think I could do that.”  You’re better off knowing.  That way you take the decision out of your wife’s hands and put it in your family’s hands or in the hands of someone who is going to do what you want them to do by putting it down on paper legally and having it notorized.  If you’re a spouse or the next of kin for anyone you should ask them what they want to have done and make sure that they get it legally put down on paper if its at variance with the opinion of anyone else who might be a party to the decision-making.  It’s not particularly relevant what you come up with so long as you come up with something and get it framed in legal terms.  Terry Schiavo and her husband evidently had the conversation but they didn’t get it put in writing and notarized.  It would’ve saved them and America a lot of aggravation if they had. 

<< More in-fighting. "This group existed long before Dave" "Don't talk about him behind his back" "He's crazy" "No he's not">>

<<Etc, Etc>>

Dave: Policy is a little different since I get these print-outs.  You’re not talking behind my back except in a time-delayed sense.  I accept that the vast majority of people think I’m crazy.  That’s what I’m trying to work around because it does potentially have long-term repercussions in my life particularly as pertains to “power of attorney for personal care”.  I don’t think saying I’m crazy is particularly helpful in any discussion.  I like to think that if you think I’m crazy that you would steer clear of my work and people who admire/enjoy my work.  I don’t see what’s served in just endlessly repeating that Dave Sim is crazy or collectively rolling your eyes no matter what Dave Sim says.  On the other hand, it may provide a useful catharsis for its participants and it’s pretty easy to avoid when it comes to my own decision-making.  Am I crazy?  I decided some time back that, no. I’m not crazy so I don’t see any pressing need to revisit the question as often as many others seem to see just such a pressing need.


Jeff: All valid points, and food for thought. Thanks.

I still think he is (or was) actually *very* emotional/sensitive

Dave:  I’m pretty much able to hone in on the core points of an argument and determine for myself what I think is right and what I think is wrong.  I’m pretty sure that you can’t do that if you’re *very* emotional/sensitive since those time periods in my life when I was the most emotional/sensitive were the ones where I made the worst decisions.

Jeff: and has adopted an unemotional stance for self preservation.

Dave: I can assure that un-emotionalism is no more a “stance” with me than emotionalism is a “stance” with you.  In both cases it’s a choice.  You think (or, more likely, feel) that emotions need to be factored into decision-making and my own conclusion based on long, hard experience is that emotions are detrimental to decision-making.  I reserve my emotions for things like 9/11, the earthquake in Kashmir, the drowning of New Orleans where my own decision-making doesn’t apply but where I see the Hand of God Writ Large.  My Eid Mubarak card from Reflections on Islam this year shows a ticking clock and quotes Sura Jonah 10:49 “For every nation there is an appointed term.  When their term comes, they cannot delay it for an hour or advance it.”  You know: Happy Eid-al-fitr everyone!  But it’s a very  Islamic approach to address it directly.  Kashmir got hit by this massive earthquake that killed tens of thousands in the first few days of Ramadan.  What else would you have to say when Ramadan is over?  This is what God wants us to be thinking about, obviously.  The big debate now is whether the earthquake was a judgment on Musharraf’s government in Pakistan for siding with the Americans in the War on Terror or on Kashmir as an al-Qaeda hotbed.  To me it seems kind of obvious.  The earthquake didn’t hit Pakistan, it hit Kashmir.  But, again,  these are large issues which genuinely touch my emotions.  Having the flu for three months didn’t touch my emotions.   Where my own decision-making applies or is central (as with “power of attorney for personal care”) I just keep the emotions at a remove from it because I want to make the right choice.

Jeff: Whatever the case may be, I don't want to belabor this *particular* subject with this kind of thing. If he's trying to trust a group of people more than usual, I don't want to slap his hand away.

Dave: No, there again it appears to me that you’re trying to make it into an emotion-based construct—that I’m “reaching out” to people and “trying to trust a group of people”.  I’m trying to make the best possible decision that I can that will create the greatest likelihood of a positive outcome in the eyes of God.  Whether my society will allow me to do that or not is the issue.  Belief in God and Disbelief in Feminism to me are two cornerstones of sanity in our society and I would rather that anyone making decisions on my behalf be as demonstrably sane as possible before I create a situation where they are allowed to do so.  That’s not the same thing, in my view, as reaching out to people or trying to find people I can trust.

 Jeff: There are better subjects for such Sim deconstruction, IMO. Certainly there's no defending "Men grow from sperm, Women grow from eggs" unless it's some kind of clever analogy lost on the masses!

Dave: On the contrary, I think if you analyze sperm nature and egg nature you’ll find that a lot of masculine attributes can be linked to the former and feminine attributes to the latter.  The deeper reading I did on the initial stages of the development of the blastocyst (and even earlier in the process) which I didn’t have room to incorporate into 289/290 only confirmed those viewpoints for me.
Jeff: Maybe I'm just a little uneasy about this whole subject - although there's really no reason I should be. Ah well.....

Dave: With all due respect, Jeff, I think your uneasiness is soul-deep.  These discussions touch on the secular context that you inhabit as well as I do and that you need to make as many hard decisions as I do and get them put down in the form of a legal document after having a number of very uncomfortable discussions with the relevant figures in your own “power of attorney for personal care” construct.  The construct exists even if you don’t take an active role in shaping it.  I think you have the disadvantage of not really having any belief system to apply to your decision-making.  What do you want done if you’re incapacitated and why is that what you want to have done?  It’s far easier discussing Terry S. as if she’s some remote laboratory specimen and the only one who will ever go through it rather than considering that you could be the next Terry S.

Jeff: He also attributed the "Give Elian Gonzoles political asylum in order to keep him from is father" attitude to atheist/marxist/feminists. If you believe that was the sole reason, then yes.

Dave: I do think that the father should have control over a minor’s decision-making where that decision-making is at variance with the mother’s wishes which I think was the core issue in that story.  As far as I know the father is a communist ideologue which I’m not.  To me, the father controlling a minor’s decision-making supersedes all other considerations including what I or anyone else might think is in the minor’s best interests.

Larry H: Except that it was conservative Republicans (anti-Castro) who were doing that, not Democrats or lefties. And if conservative Republicans are atheist/marxist/feminists too, then why does Dave consider them to be "his team"?
Dave:  See above.

Jeff: No idea. Does Dave still believe that about the Gonzalez episode? Could it be that "bad seeds" within the Republican party did this for said reasons (and also to contradict Clinton in every way possible - making him appear to be a Castro/Communist supporter)? And in calling them "his team" is it just that they most closely match
his ideas, if not perfectly?
Dave:  See above.

Unknown:  I'm asking at this point because I'm curious. I'm encouraging Rick to share his answers with Dave because I'm not sure that he's aware of the sort of  people who are going to be saying "yes"
Dave: If by “the sort of people” you mean people who believe in God and who aren’t feminists, yes, that’s exactly “the sort of people” I was hoping would agree.  That’s why I made those the criteria.

Rick S: O
ne thing Dave *is* sure of, is that he's screening out the people who *aren't* going to be saying "yes", and apparently that's much more important to him. Dave has been blasted for two things over the last decade: his stance on the Genders (to the point of being habitually labelled as a "misogynist"), and his newly found belief in God. Is it any wonder that he would require these two declarations from people he needs to trust?

Billy B: I've just got back from a few days away on business in Belfast, so I woke up at 4 this morning in Belfast, have been on a plane for 3 hours to Rome from which I drove across to the other side of Italy taking a further 3 1/2 hours. I'm now back in the office at work and have seen some of the postings on this matter. I will now proceed to print out this text from Dave and read it closely over the weekend hopefully coming to some kind of decision on what position to take, or what steps I need to take so as to clarify what all this entails. From what I've read in the group's replies to this post (I haven't  read any of Dave's text yet directly) I would agree with Dave's one God position though I obviously do not think that all 3 monotheistic religions or their respective multitude of offshoot religions are serving their one God in the way He suggests. I would also agree with his anti-feminist stance, I am quite open in conversation when the topic comes up that I am not a feminist explaining why not, but Dave does see me as a married man to have capitulated to the feminist stance (I may wait until Dave's reply to my latest letter arrives before taking a official position about this, as I brought the subject up in it).

Dave: As Billy would have discovered I don’t see him as having capitulated to feminism by marrying Francesca.  I think it does put him in a potentially awkward context relative to his society depending on how Francesca chooses to be.  At the same time, I’m reasonably certain that Francesca is a devout Jehovah’s Witness and that that serves to check her conventionally rebellious female nature which I think devout faith tends to do.  If, as a woman, you have eliminated God from consideration or reconfigured Him in your feminist image, then I think you will just go through life rebelling and, thus, making you a problem for any guy who makes the mistake of finding himself within your context.  I also don’t envy Billy when it becomes apparent the level of feminist indoctrination to which Emily and Kevin will be subject when they get into the later grades.  That’s my biggest concern as an anti-feminist is that I would be legally kept from raising my children as anti-feminists because of the feminist dictatorship (of course my wife would have left long before that, but there’s still the level of responsibility—my son’s being turned into a little girl and my daughter is being trained to become a man and there’s nothing I can do about it)

Billy::  I also do not agree with those who think that medicine is the solution to all problems, the only medication I use regularly is Ventolin for my Asthma, I also use other medication
when absolutly necessary, but I do always look for a non-medical solution when there is one. In any case I just wanted to let you all know that I have seen this Post and will be making some kind of decision about it as soon as I've established the position I should take.

Larry H: Maybe it bugs you just a *little* bit that no matter how close you've gotten to Dave through recent correspondence, no matter how supportive you've demonstrated yourself to be, no matter how much hard work you've done on his behalf here on the list...he still equates you with Hilary Clinton or Cindy Sheehan "in the final analysis".I certainly understand if that's the case. ;)

Dave: Larry I really wish that if you are going to take this direct attack approach on my politics that you leave the little “winky-smiley” face off of the end.  As a general rule, I tend to find it a lazy literary device which allows people to be a little more direct than they want to be and then to take the edge off by putting those idiotic symbols in there ;).  See what I mean?  Just for the record, no one gets close to Dave.  It is (inexplicably) a thing devoutly to be wished in some quarters but as I just finished explaining in a letter to Dan Parker, what I’m interested in are ideas.  I was interested in the 13-page David Brin piece that you sent me if only because you thought that his view of the Iraqi occupation reflects your own viewpoint more eloquently than you could manage.  There have been other things you’ve sent that were just tedious or, to me, irrelevant. In neither case did I respond to the name on the envelope apart from recognizing who it was from.  I respond when I open the envelope and see what the person has to say and what question they want me to answer.  I try to answer all questions but if the answer to the question is “I just don’t think that evidence supports feminism as a positive force in society” then I’m not apt to have a positive response to the person’s letter.  If the next letter allows me to commit to paper something I’ve been mulling over for the previous four weeks then I’m apt to have a positive response to that letter.  But in neither case does the response “carry over”.  Oh, yay—a letter from Dan Parker.  I’ve had letters from Dan that were in both categories.  I take them as they come.    >

Jeff T: Not really, but only because I *expect* that. It just seems an odd forum for such a request to me. But for someone with no family connections, and apparently very few friends, I suppose it makes sense. Of course I'd be lying if I said I wasn't at least a *little* upset about being "shut out" of this current policy-- but at the same time I'm relieved that this laid-back-and-jovial-on-the-outside-but-stressed-out-control-freak-on-the-inside has one less thing to be responsible for because it's completely out of my control. It's Dave's choice, and that's fine with me!  I will continue to help where I can, to be a part of the community, and be involved with Dave until he tells me to "Go On, Beat It, and Scram" because I respect the man, his work... and of course -- I'm a raving, drooling fanboy:)

Unknown: ...I told him of the gist of the posts thus far was, "Well if it's posted on the group and 48 hours later a couple of  people have come out in favor of it, that just says something about the nature of the society that we live in today." I had to agree with that.

Unknown:   Did he think it said a good thing or a bad thing?

Unknown:  Larry, I would guess, from his tone of voice that it would indicate the overall decline of  society as we know it; or, at least, as he knows it.That's what I figured, but I need to specify further. What seemed to be indicative of a bad thing to him? The fact that a few people responded so quickly (indicating we're all geeks with no life off-line)? The fact that ONLY a few people responded so quickly? Thefact that people responded so SLOWLY?

Larry: 'Cause at the very least, he's mistaken about how quickly the responses came. It wasn't up for 48 hours before Matt made his pledge and you and Rick chimed in, was it? Less than a day, to my recollection. And if the post was up for longer than that before I actually read it, well, does Dave think all of us are here on line all the time? I'm asking a legitimate question here, not presuming I know the answer. Just what did Dave seem disappointed with?

Dave: Obviously (?):  that out of thousands of potential candidates only two or three were willing to state publicly that they believe in God and that they think feminism is misguided.  I wasn’t disappointed.  I was certainly curious as to how many—if any—would volunteer.  Had I been heart-stoppingly interested enough to be “disappointed” with the result I could’ve gone down to the library to check it on an hourly basis.  It was more a matter of I had set off the bomb and now I had other things to get caught up on before I find out what the results of the bomb